LemOn teA

Friday, December 02, 2005

Dennis flew off liao!!!! *crys*

sad.. i woke up extremely early today.. at 4am.. played wif dennis then we went to the airport.. arrr.. damn sad..at first i was trying very hard to control my tears.. esp when we were taking photos.. bt when he was abt to enter the gate, my grandmother eyes turned red.. my auntie's too.. dennis was in my grandmother's arms.. and every1 took turns to kiss dennis.. while he was looking sooo blur and cute..omg.. then when they enter the gate, all of us watched him frm the glass door and as he was getting further and further away frm us, he kept looking at us wif a very blur look.. then i cnt control le.. onli my father act strong.. okie la.. i admit that i am behaving as if dennis would be gone forever.. *CHOI* bt i dunno how to say.. its very sad lo.. now i am going to be home alone sooo often again.. i hate the feeling of loneliness at home.. and now i hab no1 to play wif me when i am feeling bored or stressed.. damn.. i don want to stay at home.. facing all the baby stuff left behind.. bt i cant go out.. haix!!

tears kept coming out when i was on the way back.. in the meantime my father kept hinting how weak me and my auntie are.. okie la.. he did say something like he also don want dennis to go.. juz that my grandmother wants to go back china to celebrate cny cause her relatives are all there.. bt..! i told myself that someone goes and someone comes back.. piggy is coming back tonight!! wheee! haha.. then i finally stopped crying.. =s.. i am such a crybaby rite.. bt nvm.. girls hab more authority to cry.. =P..

piggy!!!!

~~LemOn teA~~ ^___~ _{8:54 AM}